情緒低落到極點,試過各種方式都沒法讓自己快樂起來,朋友甚至要我去看心理醫生。把心窗打開,方發現原來我是如此脆弱。不過既然一切都是自己搞砸的,我也活該受罪。
重聽這首歌,竟發現裏面的每字每句都在描述我目前的狀況,不謀而合得讓人吃驚。有天走在幾乎沒人的街上,反覆聽著這首歌,傷心得蹲在街角飲泣,我這是怎麼了?
If I could turn back the hands of time
I swear I never would've crossed that line
I should of kept it between us
But, no, I went and told the whole world how I feel and oh
So I sit and I realize
With these tears falling from my eyes
I gotta change if I wanna keep you forever
I promise that I'm gonna try
But I never meant to hurt you
I know it's time that I learned to
Treat the people I love like I wanna be loved
This is a lesson learned
I hate that I let you down
And I feel so bad about it
I guess karma comes back around
'Cause now I'm the one that's hurting, yeah
And I hate that I made you think
That the trust we had is broken
So don't tell me you can't forgive me
'Cause nobody's perfect

要先把心情平靜下來,愈在乎愈反覆去想; 愈會亂了手腳 寫下來是一個不錯的方式,但是說真的,感情的事沒有規則。 有時會怎麼樣就是會發生...無法預期。 因為對方是一個單獨的個體,我們連自己都控制不了,更何況要想預測他人的想法...... 所以,我只能說,先別鑽; 先讓自己的生活回歸正常。 年假也放完了,讓自己忙一點。
快去看心理諮商吧!!